Have you missed me yet??

Hi guys,

I know that it has been such a long time since I have posted anything and thank you for the ones who have wanted to know where I have been and the concern you guys have showed.

To be honest I have been here and around but I have been putting off writing a blog because I knew it was not going to be the happiest blog I have written. So here is your warning if you don't really want to read about all the negative, shitty things in my life at the moment then stop here!

I know I am such an ass for complaining so much in this blog, I am truly blessed, I have good health and a wonderful, fabulous husband; but since the beginning of the year it has been really hard to focus on all the good things in my life for all the bad things that have been going on.

I know everyone is like what in the hell is going on, and I would love love love to tell you all about it, but for respectable purposes I must choose my words very carefully and the only thing I can tell you is everyone knows how hard it is to work with your family and I had to learn the hard way that sometimes it just can't work no matter how hard you try. I was in a really bad position and instead of chancing a strain on my marriage and sanity Jesse and I just decided that I would no longer help him with the business and for the past month I have been trying to find a job and that is where my focus has been. Also I want to go on the record and say that me and jesse worked perfectly together and in no way shape or form was it because of him that we made the decision we made.

So as probably all of you reading know unless you are in the Health care field it is almost impossible to find a job in Rutherford County, and I know that now more than ever. I have probably cranked out at least 10 or more resumes a week and I am having no luck what so ever. I have had a few interviews but nothing seems to even remotely go my way.

I am looking at Rutherford County, Asheville, Hendersonville, Gastonia and Hickory and its like there are no jobs to apply for here and Asheville and Hickory both think its a problem that I do not live in the area. I have literally just wanted to scream at some of these human resources people, but I just try to smile through it and thank them for their time even if they are wasting mine! I mean really, I send them in my resume and it clearly states that I am not from there so if they have a problem with it I just don't understand why they call me in for an interview in the first place.

So if you have been wondering where I have been, now you know :) I have had to put all of my new recipes that I want to try on hold and as soon as I get a job I will go back to resuming and posting all about them!! I have just found that nothing you cook is going to be good if your not in a good mood and I have defiantly not been in the mood for trying new things.

So I must go now, I think I have got everything off my chest and I can't take to long of a break off from making my phone call rounds on trying to find a job. If anyone knows anyone who is hiring in the administrative/clerical field feel free to let me know. Love you guys!

Until the next time,

Much Love,

Ashley B :)